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January 25, 2009
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June 29, 2008
Be Kind Rewind
Surprisingly good. It had a lot more heart than The Science of Sleep, and was certainly a lot better. Although I enjoyed The Science of Sleep, I’ve only seen the complete film once, which says something. Neither are on par with Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, but I think it’s important to remember when watching/thinking/loving THAT film is that it was written by Charlie Kaufman. It was essentially his work, not Michel Gondry’s. Those brilliant witticisms and quotes we’ve all taken away from Eternal Sunshine are his work, and not Gondry’s. The Science of Sleep, on the otherhand, was obviously not Kaufmann’s and obviously more awkward.
Be Kind Rewind strikes an interesting balance between the two. Mos Def is as delicious as ever and Jack Black is not as “Jack Black” as normal. Also, it’s hard not to adore Danny Glover or Mia Farrow or Melanie Diaz or any of the young actors who draw you in and make you feel just as angry, apathetic, and resentful as they do throughout the film.
Also! Good commentary on gentrification! No, seriously. The ending made me cry because it was so fucking real.

Be Kind Rewind

Surprisingly good. It had a lot more heart than The Science of Sleep, and was certainly a lot better. Although I enjoyed The Science of Sleep, I’ve only seen the complete film once, which says something. Neither are on par with Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, but I think it’s important to remember when watching/thinking/loving THAT film is that it was written by Charlie Kaufman. It was essentially his work, not Michel Gondry’s. Those brilliant witticisms and quotes we’ve all taken away from Eternal Sunshine are his work, and not Gondry’s. The Science of Sleep, on the otherhand, was obviously not Kaufmann’s and obviously more awkward.

Be Kind Rewind strikes an interesting balance between the two. Mos Def is as delicious as ever and Jack Black is not as “Jack Black” as normal. Also, it’s hard not to adore Danny Glover or Mia Farrow or Melanie Diaz or any of the young actors who draw you in and make you feel just as angry, apathetic, and resentful as they do throughout the film.

Also! Good commentary on gentrification! No, seriously. The ending made me cry because it was so fucking real.

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June 24, 2008
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June 18, 2008
NYLON comes out with its own line of jewelry. Remember when NYLON was your little secret and was not…so…corporate?
I remember never being able to find NYLON on the shelves at Borders and Barnes and Noble. I would take the train to the Silver Room, this amazing little store on Milwaukee in Wicker Park where they sell really gorgeous silver jewelry, have a DJ and mini-dance floor in the back, photobooth and an entire wall full of expensive foreign and independent fashion magazines. This was when I first started reading NYLON regularly. This is how I found out about Purple magazine. It was my own little treat, where I blew my paltry paycheck on expensive foreign magazines and purchased vintage handbags and skirts at Una Mae’s and relazed at Filter on the Damen/Milwaukee/North intersection. With my job at Public I, I’ve finally gotten the chance to just relax in Wicker Park, except it’s not what I knew. I understand gentrification. I get it. I hate it. In fact, most of my friends can tell you this, I know perhaps TOO MUCH about it. Growing up in and around the city, studying sociology as a hobby, I’ve become accustome to telling people what’s REALLY going on in Chicago.
A couple of weekends ago, I got off of work early and decided to browse the neighborhood, like I used to do in high school and the early days of college. I felt a pang, a real pang, when I remembered that Filter closed down some months ago. The landlord jacked up the price and a bank took over the lease. I went inside and took a $20 out of the ATM. The floors were pristine, white tile. The glass windows were clear. A man in a suit smiled at me. I scowled. He turned away. It was just two years ago, bemoaning the rapid gentrification of the neighborhood, that I excused myself from tea with friends and stood in the bathroom, with old fliers, hand scribblings and, I don’t know, I suppose spit lined the wall. And then, there I was, standing in what used to be the most hipster-y, scene-y, and still fun coffeehouse around, and it was silent.
I walked up Milwaukee to Una Mae’s and saw the store, once filled to the max with vintage goods, with a handful of newer items thrown in, was compleetely transformed. Wood floors were brand new, sales associates had that perfect, handsome thing going on that made me feel like the one time I stumbled into Marc by Marc on Damen. If you climbed a set of rickety old stairs, you could find the three or four racks of vintage items, all curated perfectly. I loved it all, but it was clearly out of my price range, and clearly for the customer that bought vintage to say, “It’s vintage!”
And then, a couple of blocks away, the Silver Room greeted me, as best as it could. The jewelry, already pretty pricey, was so disgustingly expensive that I scoffed, loudly, and a sales associate looked at me like I personally insulted her. The DJ was gone. And the magazines. A dinky 2 columns by 5 rows. NYLON was clearly gone. I mean, you can find it in any 7-Eleven, or Urban Outfitters, where they give away free subscriptions with purchase of their t-shirts. Everything was different, obviously. But the change was so rapid that I was angry, really, angry, beyond angry. Empty handed, I walked to Damen and Armitage and took the bus to Argo.

NYLON comes out with its own line of jewelry. Remember when NYLON was your little secret and was not…so…corporate?

I remember never being able to find NYLON on the shelves at Borders and Barnes and Noble. I would take the train to the Silver Room, this amazing little store on Milwaukee in Wicker Park where they sell really gorgeous silver jewelry, have a DJ and mini-dance floor in the back, photobooth and an entire wall full of expensive foreign and independent fashion magazines. This was when I first started reading NYLON regularly. This is how I found out about Purple magazine. It was my own little treat, where I blew my paltry paycheck on expensive foreign magazines and purchased vintage handbags and skirts at Una Mae’s and relazed at Filter on the Damen/Milwaukee/North intersection. With my job at Public I, I’ve finally gotten the chance to just relax in Wicker Park, except it’s not what I knew. I understand gentrification. I get it. I hate it. In fact, most of my friends can tell you this, I know perhaps TOO MUCH about it. Growing up in and around the city, studying sociology as a hobby, I’ve become accustome to telling people what’s REALLY going on in Chicago.

A couple of weekends ago, I got off of work early and decided to browse the neighborhood, like I used to do in high school and the early days of college. I felt a pang, a real pang, when I remembered that Filter closed down some months ago. The landlord jacked up the price and a bank took over the lease. I went inside and took a $20 out of the ATM. The floors were pristine, white tile. The glass windows were clear. A man in a suit smiled at me. I scowled. He turned away. It was just two years ago, bemoaning the rapid gentrification of the neighborhood, that I excused myself from tea with friends and stood in the bathroom, with old fliers, hand scribblings and, I don’t know, I suppose spit lined the wall. And then, there I was, standing in what used to be the most hipster-y, scene-y, and still fun coffeehouse around, and it was silent.

I walked up Milwaukee to Una Mae’s and saw the store, once filled to the max with vintage goods, with a handful of newer items thrown in, was compleetely transformed. Wood floors were brand new, sales associates had that perfect, handsome thing going on that made me feel like the one time I stumbled into Marc by Marc on Damen. If you climbed a set of rickety old stairs, you could find the three or four racks of vintage items, all curated perfectly. I loved it all, but it was clearly out of my price range, and clearly for the customer that bought vintage to say, “It’s vintage!”

And then, a couple of blocks away, the Silver Room greeted me, as best as it could. The jewelry, already pretty pricey, was so disgustingly expensive that I scoffed, loudly, and a sales associate looked at me like I personally insulted her. The DJ was gone. And the magazines. A dinky 2 columns by 5 rows. NYLON was clearly gone. I mean, you can find it in any 7-Eleven, or Urban Outfitters, where they give away free subscriptions with purchase of their t-shirts. Everything was different, obviously. But the change was so rapid that I was angry, really, angry, beyond angry. Empty handed, I walked to Damen and Armitage and took the bus to Argo.

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May 10, 2008

Goodbye, Chicago

(an excerpt from “Time Lapse” on my other blog)

And so I’m done with it.

I loathe it all.

I hate the hyper-segregation that people pretends doesn’t exist. I hate white girls calling me ugly and black girls calling me an “oreo”. I hate black guys calling me a traitor and white guys calling me fat. I hate the hipster scene. I hate the club head scene. I hate the bro scene. I hate racist frat boys from the Midwest. I hate pretentious art students from the suburbs. I hate the winter. I hate the racism. I hate feeling like shit because I’m treated like shit. I hate that we act like we are truly a second city. I hate the lack of culture, of fashion, of creativity. I hate the entitled drivers and the reckless bikers. I hate the CTA. I hate the gentrification and displacement and racial hierarchies. I hate the pet owners who won’t clean up their dogs shit and the Lincoln Park old money. I hate the Cubs. I hate the Sox. I hate the rivalry. I hate the North Side and the South Side and the fact that people completely omit the West Side and pretend like the rivalry is not about race…when it is. I hate people staring at me. I hate feeling like an outsider. I hate people not knowing where I’m coming from or what I’m feeling. I hate dumb questions about my hair or my skin or idiotic assumptions about my background. I hate that we pretend and ignore and act immature, childish and naive. I hate it all and I hate that it affects me so, makes me resentful. I hate that I can’t be myself, that I don’t know myself and that, the longer I stay here, the more that will be true.
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March 24, 2008

Okay, I'm gonna say this and I know people are gonna be pissed off reading this, but whatever...

The whole idea of a pillow fight in the city is weird.

Like, it just reminds me of why I hate living in the city nowadays. It’s an overgrown playground.

Or at least everyone likes to pretend it’s like that.

It’s either this overgrown, cookie cutter playground with people coming from the burbs pretending that their different because they live in the city, or it’s that other part of the city that we all like to pretend doesn’t exist even though yes, maybe we’re conscious of the fact that this new townhome we just bought was ten years ago was in the same place where a fifteen year old got gundowned and yes, maybe we are forcing the former residents to move because we are (unknowingly?) participating in the gentrification of this neighborhood.

Seriously though, a pillow fight? Actually, this kind of stuff happens all the time, whether it be blowing bubbles or singing or WHATEVER and it’s annoying as fuck because it all just reminds me of high school and who the hell wants to go back to that mind plague?

Okay, ya’ll, I’m off to eat my bakery cupcake, drink the last sips of my iced latte and finish this Chuck Khlosterman book so I can get a good night’s rest and be ready for the hug-athon tomorrow.

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